Hope in the Desert [Advent 3A]
The
Rev. Jeremiah Williamson
Isaiah
35:1-10
Hope
in the Desert
Hope
needs a desert in which to bloom. This is what Advent tells us.
Elizabeth and Mary, John the Baptist and Jesus: new life born in
impossible places; hope blooming in the desert.
This also reminds us, this
season of Advent, that we don't come by hope easily. It is not mere
optimism, born of some dishonest naivety, like a cheap salve more
likely to bring infection than healing. Hope digs in deep; it has
to. Henri Nouwen makes the distinction saying, “While optimism
makes us live as if someday soon things will go better for us, hope
frees us from the need to predict the future and allows us to live in
the present, with the deep trust that God will never leave us
alone.”1
And so, in that sense, maybe the chasm separating the two is filled
with trust. Optimism justifies our lack of trust. Hope needs trust
to survive.
But
like most things in the desert, hope is also dangerous. So while it
is far preferable to mere optimism, one can still understand why optimism
always wins the popular vote. Optimism is a blueprint for a house
that will never be built: ultimately worthless but it helps us sleep
at night. Hope is believing, trusting with all your heart that God
is paving a path beneath your worn out soles.
I
like hope. I like that our Christian hope compels us to defiantly
shout Alleluias at the grave, through our tears, when it would be so
much easier to fall back on trite sentiments. I like that our
Christian hope takes the instrument of our Savior's death and rather
than shy away from it calls it victory. I like that our Christian
hope can see the Spring through the Winter. I like that our
Christian hope is placed in a weak peasant baby instead of in the
more logical choice, the powerful Emperor who ruled that world.
I
like hope. But I recognize that hope is dangerous. Because hope
dreams impossible dreams.
The
prophet Isaiah, in our reading today, is peddling those impossible
dreams. And his audience is a barren land. His audience is weak
hands and feeble knees. His audience is fearful hearts. His
audience is the aftermath, the devastation that remains in the wake
of war, the broken souls left wandering in the desert, far away from
home.
Isaiah
is peddling these impossible dreams to exiles – exiled not only
from their land, but also from their hope. And I'm not sure that is
fair. I'm not sure it is fair to plant in their barren souls the
hope that one day their torched earth will bloom, or that their
broken bodies will one day leap for joy, or that their despairing
hearts will grow strong again. Because isn't surrendered acceptance
better than hope unfulfilled and isn't hope just belief in search of
a guarantee that will never come? The problem with hope is that it
believes in big, big things when low expectations are so much easier
to meet.
That
is one of the reasons hope is so dangerous: it never knows when to
stop. It doesn't believe in low expectations – I guess because it
so stubbornly believes in God. Isaiah begins with out-sized
expectations. He begins with impossible dreams: the deserts shall
blossom. That might sound like a golf course in Arizona, but it's
not that. It's healing. It is the dream of new green life after the
enemy sets the fields ablaze. It is strip mine scars returning to
beauty. It is Eden before the curse. And it was far away, forever
away.
But
Isaiah dreams bigger. He dreams impossible dreams of war-ravaged
bodies restored. The ecological scars, the devastation of the land,
that was one thing, but these scars, they are personal. This hope is
the kind of hope that touches open wounds, that threatens brokenness,
that alters identity. This hope is the kind of hope that feels
embarrassing to admit – embarrassing like admitting every week that
we believe in the resurrection of the body and the life everlasting,
embarrassing like saying your impossible dreams out loud.
But
Isaiah dreams bigger. He dreams impossible dreams of a way back
home. And he shouts these dreams over the prison walls. This is
what is hope looks like in a concentration camp. Hope is always
dangerous where it is an endangered species. Isaiah dreams dreams of
a future; he dreams of a future in a place where survival is as good
as it gets. In a place where hopelessness is a defense mechanism,
the prophet lowers his defenses – and dares to ask his people to do
the same.
There
was no reason for optimism. No more reason than there was when they
were slaves in Egypt. Optimism cannot live behind bars. But hope,
hope sings behind bars. Hope is Paul and Silas praising the Lord
until the earthquake comes. Hope is remembering that the Exodus
happened, that the Incarnation happened, that the Resurrection
happened, so the impossible becomes a dangerous precedent.
Advent
is a dangerous season because it makes us dream dreams; it inspires
hope; it rouses us from sleep; it shakes us free from the complacency
upon which the powers of this world rely. We are not required to
simply accept the brokenness and pain in this world. We do not have
to passively stomach the aggressive march of our oppressors, of
violence and racism and hatred. We were not created to surrender to
the forces of addiction and despair. Our healing is not found in the
acquisition of goods. Our salvation is not hidden in our lowered
expectations. We are people of hope.
It
is easy to look at our world, to watch the news, to read the blogs,
and lose hope. The pain and division in our world, and in our
nation, seem insurmountable. Tensions simmer, hate crimes escalate,
oceans rise. Suicide rates continue to climb; heroine related deaths
continue to mount.2
We proclaim our hope to world of exiles hopelessly wandering in the
desert.
We
proclaim our because we know how this story goes. We know that hope
needs a desert in which to bloom. We know that God births new life
in impossible places. We know that God peddles impossible dreams.
This is what Advent tells us: God gives us hope. And “Hope frees
us from the need to predict the future and allows us to live in the
present, with the deep trust that God will never leave us alone.”
Not in Egypt's slavery, not in the pain of exile, not even in the
grave. God will never leave us alone. And that is why we dare to
hope, that is why we dream impossible dreams, that is why even at the
grave we shout our Alleluias. This is the story Advent tells. It is
a story of a God who will never leave us alone – who wrapped an
impossible dream in baby soft skin to give the world hope.
2 http://www.cbsnews.com/news/us-suicide-rates-climb-higher/
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