Suffering and Hope [Romans 5:1-5 - Trinity Sunday C]
The Rev. Jeremiah Williamson
Romans 5:1-5
Suffering and Hope
Candy Land, a game “lovingly” described on Wikipedia as
requiring, “no reading…minimal counting skills [and] no strategy,” is a wonderfully
accessible way to introduce even the youngest of children to the timeless idea
of journey. It is true that the Candy
Land journey is a bit more simplistic than the journey through life – all laid
out as it is in a predictably static two dimensions. But while the path on the board is clear, every
trip has its own challenges. At times the cards you draw will set you off in
the direction of your goal; at others times there are setbacks and slowdowns in
the cards. You might be forced to
retrace your steps a time or two; your plastic child could at times get stuck
in some sticky sugar for a turn. But what
is always true is that the road begins at the Cupcake Commons, runs past the
Lollypop Woods, and ends at the Promised Land of Candy Castle. And if you stay in the game, your hope will
eventually be rewarded.
In Paul’s letter to the Romans, the apostle describes the
interior journey of the Christian life with similar clarity. Just as in Candy Land Cupcake Commons
precedes Lollypop Woods, and Lollypop Woods precedes Candy Castle without fail,
Paul assures the reader that, even in the midst of life’s complexity, there
exists a sure and certain path to spiritual maturity: suffering produces
endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and
hope does not disappoint us. And though
hope awaits us, the path between faith and hope is not without setbacks,
slowdowns, and trials. In this life, as
we make our journey, we are sure to encounter suffering, inevitably more than
we want. But suffering is not the final
destination; keep drawing cards. Because
if you stay in the game, and keep the faith, your hope will eventually be
rewarded.
Paul was formed in the Jewish faith and was a devoted student
of the Hebrew Scriptures. And so the
backdrop of his pastoral theology, the foundation of his assurance, is ancient
Israel’s time in the wilderness, the formational journey from Egypt to Canaan,
from suffering to the realization of their hope.
The Exodus people do make it to the Promised Land, their hope
did not disappoint, but the journey was not without setbacks, slowdowns, and
trials. They suffered in the
desert. There was not enough food, not
enough water, too many snakes, and far too much manna. The forty years they journeyed from Egypt to
the Promised Land probably should have lasted only the twelve days of a
Christmas season. It’s as if they kept
drawing that annoying card that takes you back to the beginning of the
game. The distance was short, but the
interior journey required more time. Standing
on the shore of the Red Sea they weren’t yet ready for the Promised Land. The journey from faith to hope required much
more time than the journey from door to door.
But in the end their suffering produced endurance, and endurance
produced character, and character produced hope, and hope did not disappoint. Hope split the Jordan River and brought down
the walls of Jericho.
Now none of that is to say that God wills or wants suffering
to pollute this world or our lives. The
suffering to which we have been exposed recently, in this nation and in this
world, as violence and war terrorize the planet, is beyond terrible. The images from Ukraine, the stories told by
the survivors in Uvalde, are devastating.
Paul is not celebrating suffering as a means to an end. True human suffering runs far deeper and is
felt much more profoundly than a fitness cliché like “no pain, no gain.”
Rather Paul is simply being honest. And doing so in a way that knowingly subverts
the popular theology of both his day and of our own times. Throughout history religious people have
blamed people for their own suffering, as if it is deserved, a symptom of an
evil disposition. But we know even good
people suffer; they do. That is not a
theological statement; that is just a true statement. And while there are churches that perpetuate dangerous
theological propaganda like health or wealth as evidence of God’s favor, the
reality is that as long as there is greed, violence, and pride in this world
there will also be suffering. Living
under the domination ethics of Empire, the churches to which Paul wrote,
understood that suffering with an unwanted intimacy. Paul, as a pastor, is not encouraging their
suffering; he is acknowledging their suffering.
And he is reminding his church that suffering does not have
to end in destruction or sorrow. By the
grace of God, it can, and does, form us into people of hope.
Hope is admittedly a strange destination. In a world that sometimes feels hopeless,
hope can feel like a foolish endeavor, like daydreaming through a nightmare. But a hopeless world is the world in which
hope matters the most. Desmond Tutu once
said, “Hope is being able to see that there is light despite all of the
darkness.” Archbishop Tutu was well acquainted
with darkness; like Paul, he knew too well that suffering is not optional. And yet, he possessed enough hope to change
his nation, the Church, and the world.
In this life suffering and hope exist on the same messy path;
they co-author the chapters of our journey.
At times they even live together in very same moment. And at the end of our life we will reflect
back and find that both suffering and hope played a vital role in our creation
story.
But it is not the human life alone in which suffering and
hope collide. Suffering and hope also both
exist at the heart of our Triune God – and they have since the moment God met
people. In Creation, God pulled hope
from Eden’s soil and became acquainted with suffering as the first seeds of
rebellion grew up in that same soil. In
the incarnation, God experienced the suffering of Good Friday and then also
embodied Easter Hope – all on the same weekend.
God’s long love affair with humankind has been a constant clash of
suffering and hope: suffering through our failures and also holding out this
stubborn hope that our future might be better than our history.
Suffering is a burden that God shares with us; God
understands suffering because God bears the fullness of the human condition. But that suffering, as profound as it is,
cannot dim the power of God’s hope. God
has seen the worst of us, the most terrible moments of our sorted history, and
still God took on our human flesh, lived in our pain. And still God dares to dream of a reign of
peace on earth, still hopes for the kingdom come.
I would love to stand up here and promise you that you will
never suffer, never cry yourself to sleep, never find yourself in the pit of despair. I would love to be able to make that promise,
but everybody hurts. We all have days
that feel impossible, times that just feel too heavy. No one finishes this course without some
scars. But by the grace of God, the God
who suffers with us, suffering does produce endurance, and endurance does
produce character, and character does produce hope, and hope does not
disappoint us. In fact, hope is the Alleluia
shouted into the tomb, the flame that sets the night on fire. There is so much suffering in our world, and
that is why your hard-earned hope matters so much.
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