Love Song [Baptism of our Lord C - Isaiah 43:1-7]
The Rt. Rev. Jeremiah Williamson
Isaiah 43:1-7
Love Song
St. Matthew’s, Latham
This is a love song for a devastated people. Isaiah is writing to a nation in exile, a
nation that was traumatized, violated, and displaced; a nation of broken hearts
and shattered lives. The people felt
lost and they had lost hope. But in
their darkest hour, it is this prophetic word that finds them.
“Do not fear.” But
they were afraid – of the nightmares in their past, of the painful present, and
of the uncertain future. They were
afraid. But God wasn’t. And so this is where God started: Do not fear. God understood that they were scared; God
always knows. And so like a Creator
speaking a new reality into being, God whispered peace to their trembling
souls; God held on tightly to their shaky hands, until they steadied. Because God knew that a word of comfort and
blessed assurance was what they needed to hear before they could hear anything
else. And God had more to say.
Like, “You are mine.” In
that place of exile, the people, understandably, felt abandoned. Like so many of us humans, they wanted God to
protect them from all the bad things in this world, from pain and from
sadness. But life is not like that – and
it never has been. Sometimes life
hurts. But pain is not proof that God
let us go. Because God never lets us
go. The people thought they had been
abandoned, but they weren’t. Because
they belonged to God – always and forever.
God reminds them of that in this prophetic proclamation because the pain
made them forget. And so God looks them
in the eyes and says, “You are mine.”
And it was not ownership at a distance, and God didn’t want
them to think that. And so God added, “I
will be with you.” God said that because
in that brutal season, the people felt alone, like they were stranded in an
impossibly vast sea – because they had been cut off from the familiar things of
life that brought them security and comfort, like home and family and Temple. It felt like they were floating and
untethered, lonely and alone. But they
could never be alone, it was impossible, because God would never leave them –
not in the midst of the dangerous depths, not in the shadow of the crashing
waves. God reminds them, because
sometimes life feels lonelier than it is: “I will be with you.”
But they still felt, in that horrible space, that life was eating
them alive, like they were being consumed by the encroaching despair. God heard their desperate prayers, prayers
shouted toward the heavens out of the depths of their despair. And God spoke hope against the despair, a
powerful hope designed to protect them from the forces of evil and the
onslaught of anguish. It was a hope that
filled them with breath and gave them the strength to meet each weary day. The hope didn’t take away the hurt; it just
helped them believe that the hurt wouldn’t last forever.
And they hated the hurt, and they were glad that it wouldn’t
last forever. But sometimes, despite God’s
best efforts, the people were stubborn.
And so sometimes, on the really hard days, the people pushed back
against grace and wallowed. And on those
days they allowed themselves to believe that they deserved it, like they
deserved all the bad things that had happened and were happening. God was offering them grace and mercy. But, all the while, the power of evil was planting
bad seeds – the little, persistent thoughts that made them doubt that they were
loved or even loveable. Those thoughts were
stubborn and destructive. And they were
so difficult to displace. And so, to
those people in exile, downcast and heartbroken, God speaks the most explicit
and beautiful word. God says to them,
“You are precious in my sight, and honored, and I love you.” God said this to people who were not at their
best; they were pretty ragged; they weren’t even wearing their make-up.
You see, the people to whom Isaiah prophesied, ancient Israel,
were convinced that they were alone and lonely, forgotten and forsaken. They were convinced that they were beyond the
reach of love. They were convinced…but
they were wrong.
Because God never left them alone. God was always with them. They were always on God’s mind and always in
God’s heart. And God loved them – with
an impossible, eternal love – a love from which nothing in the world could ever
separate them.
A love from which nothing in the world can ever separate
us.
This is an old song. But one that God will never stop
singing.
So, “Do not fear.” I
know that sometimes you are afraid – of the nightmares of your past, of the
painful present, and of the uncertain future.
This world can be scary. God
knows that. And still God tells us to
not be afraid. Like a Creator speaking a
new reality into being, God is, right now, whispering peace to our trembling
souls. And in this scary world, that could
be enough. But God has more to say.
Like, “You are mine.”
It is something we need to hear because we are assaulted in this world
by bad things and the bad things people do.
And we wish that God would just protect us from cruelty and from pain
and from sadness. But life is not like
that. I don’t know why, but sometimes
life just hurts. But the pain is not
proof that God let us go. Because God
never lets us go. Because we belong to
God; we are marked as Christ’s own forever.
At the baptismal font, God looks at us tenderly and says, “You are
mine.”
And, “I will be with you.”
Because this life can feel lonely.
Technology promises to connect us to the world but instead so many
people feel increasingly isolated. But God
promises to never leave us alone.
Because God loves us with a ferocious love. And that love refuses to give up on us. That love refuses to let us go. That love refuses to assign us to despair. That love is God’s promise to us: “You are
precious in my sight, and honored, and I love you.”
That “I love you’ is unconditional. God loves us even when we are not at our
best; even on the days we are ragged and disheveled. God loves us when we are too sad and when we
are sick with anxiety. God loves us when
we are burning with anger and on those mornings we just can’t face the
world. God loves us when we mess up and
even when we are petulant.
This is a love song for devastated people and broken people
and nervous people and sad people and even for happy people. It is for ancient exiles and contemporary
Church goers. This love song is forever bursting
forth from the heart of God, filling time and space and eternity. And it is for everyone, each and every person
made in the image of God. But perhaps
most importantly, because we all need to hear this, this love song is about
you. You are precious in God’s sight and
God loves you.
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