Desert Days [Lent 1A - Matthew 4:1-11]
The Rt. Rev. Jeremiah Williamson
Matthew 4:1-11
Desert Days
St. George’s, Clifton Park
The water was fine.
But the desert was calling. There
is no denying that the lush riverbank of the River Jordan was, in that moment,
the place to be. It was kinda like the first
century version of Daytona Beach during Spring Break: alluring but overstimulating. It’s a party but it can’t last forever. Or so I’ve heard. I mean, I spent my college spring breaks in
Ohio eating cookies and playing video games. So what do I know?
But the Gospel does tell us that those River Jordan crowds
flocked from everywhere. “The people of Jerusalem, and all Judea” were
there. And all the people from the
“region along the Jordan” were showing up.
There was something magnetic about that stretch of river. Curiosity, skepticism, desperation, peer
pressure, boredom, FOMO, sometimes even the Spirit: whatever the reason, that
crowd was drawn to the river. It was the
place to be.
And unlike Daytona Beach on Spring Break, good things were
happening there. It was a tent revival
without the tent. And just like any good
revival, Jesus showed up.
The star of the show, the main attraction, was a rugged
individual named John, called John the Baptist.
Living up to that moniker, John was waist-deep in the water, pushing the
repentant under, by the time Jesus arrived on the scene.
And when Jesus finally did appear, there is no denying that John
was making a scene. And it was
captivating. Not everyone in the crowd
approved of his message, but they were listening regardless. He was a sight to behold: ragged and wild,
but also undeniably authentic. Holy in
an entirely unpolished way. Somehow both
soaking wet and dirty. He was dunking
and declaring, shouting and submerging.
He was hammering home some hard news, but the hard stuff sounded
good. It was Gospel.
And nothing could stop him.
Except Jesus. Jesus appeared like
a sitcom record scratch. The music
stopped and the dove alighted and a voice from heaven silenced the buzzing
masses. In a moment, it went from a good
party to miraculous. They could have
stayed there forever, together – built some tents on the bank. But Jesus couldn’t stay.
John’s message was powerful and important. Repentance was taking root. Lives were being changed. Salvation was actually in demand. The water was fine. But the desert was calling.
Unlike the Jordan riverside, the desert was empty. No buzzing crowds. No skeptical religious authorities. No plunged prophet. The desert is a lonely place. And that is really the point.
The desert is richly austere.
In a world in which everything is happening, the promise of no
distractions can sound appealing. But
also, where there are no distractions, there are no distractions. And people, being people, are addicted to
distraction – the ping of yet another notification, the bluster of the news
cycle, the inexhaustible task list.
Maybe it is a love/hate relationship.
But it is definitely a relationship – an important one.
Jesus walked into that desert because it was a desert. Jesus didn’t go into the desert to spend time
with the devil; the devil took a long time to arrive – not until Jesus finished
his forty days, according to the text. Jesus
went into the desert because this world is haunted with devils and plagued by
demons. Like our own, his earthly path was
lined with temptation and paved with resistance, dotted with conflict and adorned
with the casual allure of comfort.
Because the devil accosted Jesus with a series of temptations
there, we might be tempted to think of the desert as a bad place. But the desert is not a bad place; it is a
hard place. And there is a difference.
Remember, it was the Spirit who led Jesus into the
desert. It was God who led the Exodus
people into the desert. It was Christ
who called the ancient fathers and mothers into the desert. There is a holiness in the solitude. There is grace in the destitution. There is God – even when we feel only
emptiness.
If we look closely, we see that the emptiness of the desert
hones our focus – something that the powers of this world desperately seek to splinter. If we listen closely, it is in the desert
that we learn to hear the voice of God amidst a world of competing voices. Away from the distractions and the noise, we
can notice, and hear, and listen to, the still small voice of God. Only in the place where there is nothing, can
we come to understand that God provides all that we need. It is where we develop a taste for manna. It is where our addictions and distractions
are exposed, perhaps even starved.
And that hurts.
Because detox is always a shock to the system. It is hard to let go of those things that
have burrowed into our souls and our lives.
Every person led into the desert is nostalgic, like the Exodus nation,
for the leeks and cucumbers of Egypt.
The water is fine. The
distractions serve their purpose. The
world is spinning and buzzing with an alluring, manufactured urgency. And God, so out of sync with our unfettered
bustle, is calling us to the stillness of the desert. This season of Lent does nothing more or less
than prepare us to live as Christians in this demanding world in these noisy
times.
We might be tempted to believe that if it’s quiet, it’s
empty. But Jesus shows us that the
emptiness of the desert is actually a room God has prepared. The desert isn't where God abandons us; it's
where God finally gets us alone.
That is, before the Spirit calls once again. Jesus was made ready in the river but didn’t
stay. And he was made ready in the
desert, but Jesus didn’t stay in the desert forever either. He went back into the buzz of a needy
humanity – deeply grounded in God, fully prepared for the work of salvation.
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